Negative Programs
August 29, 2020
Q: Should I have someone format my book for me?
A: Ready is believing now is the time for things to manifest, to appear, to shower love in this plane. Yes, you cannot stretch beyond your limits without hurting yourself and the project in the process. Fuel the inner flame by replenishing the flame, not extinguishing with elements that you are not familiar, tools unwieldy/unusable in your hands. Frustration would occur and you are not asked to be without resources as you unfurl your banner, your artwork, your flag of identity and artistic expression. Leave it to those who know the ins-and-outs of the process, the details, the nitty gritty, the “ugly” details—as they know and are not fazed or repulsed by them. Let others help you. You didn’t create this life story on your own so why should the mirror of this novel be any different?
Q: Am I carrying any negative programs, inherited from my parents that are stopping me from my own personal progress?
A: Yes, but you already knew that. What you didn’t know is how they limit you so immensely or the boundaries of their judgement or their askings that they have no right or place to ask of you. To hold you accountable to standards they were not able to meet themselves nor do they consider reachable. They expect something unworldly of you—to be unstoppable which you are but not in the ways they thing but you must always try to believe that their intentions are good as one parent wishes better for their child and they never meant for those dreams and aspirations for you to become a prison—a living pen—that you whinny and buck against. They see it as an open door and rules that protect you—all at the same time. Take those rules and only keep what serves you. For your being resentful and diseased inside and bottled up full of anger doesn’t make them happy nor you. Feel into the sadness of not living up to their expectations, the anger of the ridiculous rigidity and unattainability of it, your belief that all things must take place for the gentle step of remembering your place in their hearts as a baby does in their parents’ hears forever. That tender love is still there. They will remember it even if they are angry at the ill intentions of others or injustice in the placement of opportunities for you. Understand they want the best for you and you will start to want the best for yourself.
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