Regenerosity
August 28, 2020
Q: Why did I feel so triggered by X’s response and what can I do about it?
A: You’re not the only one who believes in regenerosity. Frequently the ones who justify the means are the ones to tell it without ren, without joy, without the perspective of wholeness or togetherness or joint ventures, but are without love of process, of compassion, and justice and the belief that one can really do just about anything when they put their mind and soul to it. Feel into the reciprocity of the journey, the belief you are okay even when someone doesn’t acknowledge or believe the same way you do about friendship and community and reciprocation. Feel into the pain of rejection even if it is something as slight as this for not in ignoring or patching will deeper wounds heal, but only through digging around in the wound to find the splinter, the irritant, the cancer.
Q: What does it mean to “tell it without ren”?
A: The avoidance of compassion when oneself is hurting and afraid to be completely vulnerable, loved as-is. To have expectations of something turning out a certain way in dealing with people and their feelings which are a gift to be relished for when we can get the gist of what it is to be human with all flaws and good intentions and yet failed outcomes, then you will know what it is that ren is all about.
Q: What is regenerosity in your words?
A: Follow the arrow of intention and acknowledge the momentum of love in action and deed. Sincerity is the cornerstone, the foundation, of regenerosity and the reciprocation of life’s gifts and following the path of what is healthy and begat in what is the rejuvenation of soul and spirit, not the weariness of must-do’s, the should-do’s, the always-has’s, the always-must be’s because of past, but following new arrow pulled from pouch and shot in new direction with new intensity and desire for good. This is an arrow of direction, not capturing, harming, the hunt, but rather like David’s arrow shot beyond his collector of arrows giving unseen person direction secretly about what way to go to follow one’s heart in the midst of personal pain and sacrifice and deep abiding love for another.
Background, Synchronicity & Integration Corner:
In an interaction with someone yesterday, I had a curious reaction. This morning, I decided to take a second look at the situation and ask my Akashic allies about it. I asked "Why did I react that way and what can I do about it?" Part of their response was this, "Feel into the pain of rejection even if something as slight as this for not in ignoring or patching will the deeper wounds heal, but only through the digging around in the wound to find the splinter--the irritant--the cancer." Not exactly what I wanted to hear, as all too often I suppress or minimize what I deem to be undesirable feelings. I then ran some errands and heard this podcast episode in which Christine Hassler interviewed Michael Gay. The episode was released just this morning. Talk about synchronicity! Wow, just wow... https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/over-it-and-on-with-it/id1050321415?i=1000489489494
When I woke up this morning, the situation mentioned above was in my head. The words "You are not the only one who believes in regenerosity" came to mind. I hadn't consciously opened my records, so I stopped channeling and did an internet search on my phone while still in bed to see if that was even a word. Yes, it seems it is! I reached out to the Soul Tribe podcast’s private group and asked that if anyone has any experience with this word or concept of regenerosity, to please provide me with some feedback, because as of right now it still seems like an abstract I can't wrap my mind around.