On Tap

October 7, 2021

Q: Do my new pendulums want to work with me?

A: Yes, the problem isn’t with you or the crystals but in lack of preparation and knowledge. It will come and be a good relationship—another tool to use when you are feeling cloudy spiritually. The answers are always there just not accessible due to timing and your best interests being served by NOT knowing just yet. Trust the timing of everything—even those spiritual gift/practices that feel as though they should be available “on tap” or on demand. It cannot always be so or else the answers may stifle the search, the necessary process, the adventure, the growth along the way.

Q: How should we celebrate Natalie’s birthday in the best way?

A: Recharge. Take off the mantle of responsibility to make this a memorable, one-of-a-kind birthday. Sure it is a milestone in a way but every birthday is meaningful. Being present with her is present enough. Include her in the preparations, the planning, and let the event unfold naturally with love and ease.

Q: What do you want me to know?

A: Sufficiently remove the odorous task of scrubbing toilets in that you are not meant to continue working away at menial chores in the material plane. See the bigger picture before you. Pull your head out of the toilet and lay your scrub brush down. Stop trying to wipe away all uncleanliness and fixating on a gleaming throne. Instead accept it for what it is—a receptacle or portal for waste—and use it and let that shit go. The smell, the sometimes ugly wasteland, will be present but that does not make up one’s entire day or existence—worried about the fact that poo will come out and how to make it as least disgusting as possible. It is not hygienic—stop trying to make it so. It is what it is.

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